Poems

The Blade

Those who take up the sword
shall perish by the sword.
—Matthew 26:52

Sword must be the mightiest
word in the world. See it for
yourself: word is already contained,
its double-
daggered w
left unsaid, mistaken
for a pair of muted v—
fleet-footed samurai
set to slice;
on tiptoes like the shrouded
a in stealth.

It’s the hero’s
weapon of choice—
unsheathed in half-a-second—
the honour that it brings, a rod
for Thorian bolts, epitome
of Herculean effort.

Conan was its servant
not its master. Nothing else
can knight you on the shoulders.
Not an AK-47.
Not the atom bomb.
And surely not a Molotov—
its bearer fleeing the battle
once it’s tossed.

It’s the poster boy for
knives; something they aspire to
whenever their drawer is pulled.
It will help you in a pinch;
cut that brick of butter
that’s been sitting in the
fridge since olden days.
Silverware have winced
from golden auras—a smooth,
deceptive texture;
feigning they’re too spotty
to do the trick.

The sword itself
can never be surrender’s cause.
It knows no cowardice.
When it’s thrown onto the
ground in acquiescence,
it repudiates the fingers
which concede, always unforgiving;
vengeful to the bone.
It does more than
simply wound. It severs the
brain from body. The body
from the soul. Takes our proud
identity away.

It’s just in its show
of mercy. Merciless
when it’s just. It will invade
and/or defend. It even serves to
splice the conjugations.
Unyielding Excalibur.
Few are worthy to wield.

It’s our past and it’s our
future. Willing to adapt
if it must. Alight in the
hands of Kenobi. Aflame
with Joan of Arc.
Forged when war arrives
& it always will.

The sword can take a punch—
pounded on an anvil
in a blaze, till it blinds us
like the sun. Its deafening,
immutable roar, as though a
mother giving birth
in archaic times.

We are all its sons.
We are all its daughters.
It’s twin-edged for a reason,
honed in its locution.
Its language is its
glory. It harbours the gift of
tongues. We know exactly
what it says when
it disrobes, recoiling from
its naked retribution.

The Burden


You were five
when you had spelled
your family name—aloft
with crow & owl—

Fisher & Son,

and you without 
a brother, though you’d wait
for years for one, hoping
he’d take the pressure
off your shoulders,
like Simon of Cyrene
the cross of Christ;

and it surely wouldn’t
have been as bad as that:
beatings till you swelled,
thorns inside your toque,
a hammer thumping nails
into your wrists and not the
barn.

Instead of evening chores,
you lay upon the straw as if 
a manger—
the Saviour for his farm,
encircled by geese & goats,
the lilt from a fatted calf—
not a lamb that is fated
for the slaughter—

but a heifer
which is milked unto the 
bone, fenced on every side,
fettered in a maze of soaring 
corn;

looking to a moon you’ll never
visit—foregoing astronaut,
your dream of engineer,
unable to sing of its glow
to the girl of your choice—
or boy if you prefer 
and I think you do—

asking if he’ll kiss you 
on the cheek, 
bleeding from your 
brow you’ll say is sweat 
from a hard day’s work.

For Such is the Kingdom


There are only so many
ways you can pen of 
innocence. Do it with a quill 
and you’re precluded.
For who has conferred 
the right—to write with another’s soul? 

How do you know
the gull won’t circle 
back, scan the grit of sand 
for what is theirs?
And why assume a circle?
There are twenty
trillion shapes from which to
choose. Every Magen David—trigons 
that wouldn’t stay put. 

Why do we 
bleed out and never in? 
Ink has the viscosity 
of life.

I  have never seen 
the blood of birds. 
Maybe it has lingered in Aquila. 
Or is the colour of 
our air. I was told 
that I could spot it if 
my orbs & palms were clenched; 
focused like The Thinker
of Rodin. He would have
found his answer—

had he raised
his gaze to Sol—stumbling with every 
step is but a trifling sum to pay. 

Water’s not as limpid
as we thought.
Cup it in your
hands before you drink. See 
what’s never seen. Faith is 
so much certitude
you explode. 

Flowers unfurl like 
sails whenever a 
zephyr clears its throat. 

The hidden
know we’re watching.
That’s why those who  haven’t  vision 
are selected. Bartimaeus
in the shadow
of the Christ.

I only spy your sigh
when it is freezing. When a
surface is so thick
you cannot drown. 

You alight a mourning
candle just to blow it out
again. There’s a sacred
kind of sight that it 
bestows—

when only one
of your pupils swells, 
allowing a riddle 
to pass.  

This was to be a poem
about the children. Stretching 
out their arms to touch 
the Lord. Or deliver their
breath to the wind—
the mother of our flight. 
Even when it’s still
it’s always there. Wings are merely 
hands which fail to doubt;
a kite in stagnant sky
that skiffs its sea. 
Evanescing clouds 
which scale the 
blind eye of the sun.

Juxtapositions	


I pluck the olives from the 
salad and that makes it less than 
Greek. You ask me if they’re green 
or black and I state 
it makes no difference.

I replace the blocks of feta 
and consider German-Jew. 
It’s been an awful oxymoron 
since nineteen-thirty-three.
I’ll blend some smoky Rauchkäse
with an agѐd Gvina Levana—

swap my cricket cap
for a yamaka 
just in case you take offense.

Now bring me beer from Bavaria 
and hot latkes from the slum. 
I’ll gladly prove 

what cannot go together 
is just a fallacy of 
thought:

A frown is a smile 
that’s standing on its head.

Feet are a pair of hands
which are unwilling to clasp 
in prayer.

Toes are very cognisant 
that fingers are more graceful—
so they never stretch for sky.

Unable to grant any light 
of its own, the moon is but a 
mirror for the sun—
in which to worship its 
own reflection 
(and we thought that Dorian Gray   
was the one who’s really vain).

What is ugly, anyway? 
Is it the absence of beauty 
or too much of it all at once?

The Phobia, or Channeling Orville 
Redenbacher—with cheese


Willard, there are rats in the basement
—1971

Ben, most people would turn you away
I don’t listen to a word they say
They don’t know you as I do
—Michael Jackson

There is no fear in love
—1 John 4:18

Mice are always
cuter out-of-doors.
The way they squeak
& squirm has always
given me the willies.

Why I’m watching Willard
I do not know. But Ben &
friends have shown me that 
these rats would be much worse. 
They’ll chew you to the marrow—
your wires in the wall as though 
it’s licorice. 
Ditto for the Wiley Wallaby 
in your engine—
your Mustang ’72.

They’re piranhas 
who’ve learned to crawl, claws 
in place of fins. Unlike squirrels

they’ve absconded our endearment; 
eschewed a fuzz-on-tails
which may have saved.

Teach me about the
line of love & hate.
Narrow like a whisker.
The space 
between each tooth.

Love is a bath of water for 
the birds. Leaving it in the 
night since it’s the bats
who lap it up. Their wings 
like fallen angels, the flip-
side of the finch. A rat in 
hellish flight. 

But maybe it’s the sky 
who knows them best. 
It’s why we lift 
our visage to the stars. 
Why we think of heaven
in the plumes. You surely 
didn’t think it 
out of fright? 

Not theirs—mine when I hear a 
scratching in the gypsum,
never considering a drywall’s 
simple itch, or the ghosts are
now so lonely they’ll
speak in the only
wretched language they have left.

Nine

There’s a beauty to our numbers
that I note with admiration:

the shape of cipher 6 
and its curving, crescent close;

8, with its weaving, double loop
that skaters strive and scratch to mimic;

3, and its ability to complete,
to divide as trilogy, to manifest
as Trinity; 

1 which finds the wholeness 
in itself, never wishing to flee
its core or essence, 
for the sake of multiplying:

One times one times one
will always equal one.

2 is the sum of love,
the most romantic of all our digits,
and in terms of teaching math,
it gives a break to all our children:

Two times two is four,
and the answer’s the same
when adding.

7 is Biblical,
the week for God’s creation,
the length of telling tales
of Harry Potter, of Narnia,
the complement of 12.

5, the Books of Moses,
the fingers and thumb
on our hands,
giving us ability, 
the gift of grasp
and molding, making shapes
from slabs of clay.

4, a pair of couplets,
the voice of poems
and song, the rhythm
and march of the saints.	

Yet when I come to number 9,
my spirit starts to sink:

it has such lofty expectations,
aspiring to reach new levels,
only to fall so painfully short—

missing the mark of 10
by just a meagre, single stroke;
always being known for 
“almost there,” 
remembered for the glory 
it could have gained
but never got, 
its cousins—19, 49, 69—
bearing the brunt
of all its failings.

99 is but a stepping stone,
a grating lapse towards 100, 
a number we only watch while it rolls, 
a humble countdown to celebration,
unable to give us merit on its own.

I spent all of ’99 
yearning for 2000,
anticipating a new millennium,

the fears, excitement 
we thought awaited us 
in a dawning, changing world;
never enjoying the year for what it was,
practicing the writing 
of an exotic date—

January 1, 2000

and eager to see
the masthead of that early morning paper,

ridding myself of the nines
that only accentuate defeat,

thinking I’ll pass some kind of threshold,
a singing, flowered archway 
bidding come, enter,
leave what troubles you 
behind.


The First Time

There’s a moment
when you’re grieving
you forget.

It’s the quarter-
second glint

when you peek up at 
the solstice; your first 
banana sundae
since it happened. The
stain that’s on your T-
shirt once you’re home—
it hadn’t been washed 
since …

You’ll catch 
yourself in chuckles 
from the sitcom in her
cache—
this isn’t the time for Netflix—
that pang of guilt
that judges with its wig:
how dare you play
at happy.

The first time you’ll 
awake it’s 
slipped your mind—
albeit for a splinter of 
a breath. Today we’re—

The first dream’s worst of
all. Your belovѐd 
lives & waits 
upon a bench
down by the brook. The 
apogee of hair still 
there. Every wing of 
bird is lingering 
with her. You have to recall the
one that is her namesake:

the lark we christened Barbra.

You remember she dropped the
e—between the 2nd 
b & r. It never makes a sound 
so what’s the point? 

What you 
can’t elicit—even by a 
welling in the iris—
is how it takes to heaven—

the instant twigs
beneath your shoe are 
cracked in two. 

This is a poem of bones
and not of beauty.
How brittle they become
once the marrow’s 
been usurped. A snap  
that’s not forsaken
despite the volume set
to max on her favourite 
song. You put one foot past 
the other but not in 
dance. For how can you 
think to frolic? You’re
only wiping dishes—the plate on 
which she slurped her 
final crumbs, while you stood
amid the gloam & feigned a smile.

Smut

—a small flake of soot or other dirt
Oxford English Dictionary

To say my brand-
new book of poems is 
just a magnet for the 
dust

is an egregious
understatement.

It’s the maid
in fishnet stockings, feathers 
in her hand, bending 
with a twerk,
whenever I enter the 
office.

It’s the Swiffer 
that’s ascending to the 
ceiling (comprised of
teasing glass)—
dander thudding 
upon its clarity 
like a dove.

It’s the Dirt 
Devil
drafted into service—
like the cavalry
on horseback,
fire from its nostrils,
its tail of red 
that’s locked into 
the socket, coiled
like a serpent,
because nothing else
can gather up the 
mites, their hunger
never chuffed.

If they stopped to view
my scribbles they might be 
fans, foregoing their all-
day breakfast

just to read my absurdity—	
like this, for instance,

where they line 
up on the shelf
like an ellipsis 
that is endless, half a trillion 
strong , little pens and
paper in their hands, awaiting 
my autograph—

and one who lifts her 
skirt, imploring me to 
sign her naughty thigh.

Eventide

The dark gets a bad rap.
Everyone fawns for the light.
Poets & the Pious are the worst—
rejoice when night is over.

Angels fall to its abyss. 
Demons crawl from out.
We’ve been schooled to flinch 
from its embrace. 
We forgot its tender
comfort in the womb.

We pity the blind, assume
they’re unable to see.
They are the first to tell you 
there’s nothing to fear.
Horror has usurped them
with its guile. Black is cast
as villain. Glory’s always white.
Darkness tells it different.

It begets our silhouettes.
Plunges us to passion.
Note your widened 
pupils, like a mouth 
that’s primed to kiss. 
Nighttime is our Cupid
not our keeper.

It is mystery and it is knowledge.
It reveals our cosmic birth.
It sings us clemently to sleep,
shrouds us while we slumber
in the fields. 

I can’t even guess
how it got this way. 
Our forebears 
had looked up to midnight’s 
grandeur—never down. 
It’s how we behold the heavens.
Learn we’re not alone.
The truth of a trillion stars.

Now our eyes are ever-
lowered to our screens—
what is it we’re hoping to
find? When wonder’s been
eternally aloft, stood up like
a bride amid a breeze, 

longing for her belovѐd
to at last unearth her grace, 
there within the shadows in
the moment a candle’s snuffed.

Chester

The cat of which I scrawl
is but a menace.

He doesn’t make
an attempt at being cute.
His purr is like a
Dodge without a muffler.
He will bite you to the 
bone and meow it’s love.

I bet that he was birthed
in smugglers’ alley, in a litter
among the litter,
taking a dump
wherever he pleased.
His papa was a pirate,
felling Puss in Boots;
his mama vowed
to never have sex again.

And he’ll watch with
glee the mouse that
gets away, laughing
at our traps, downing the 
block of brie
we leave at midnight
as a bait.

He’s never done a
thing to help us out;
merely shrugs with his 
indifference to our pain, 
our sodden handkerchief, 
thinking he may use it
as a toy. 

You tell me every cat’s a booger
and you’re right. He plays us
like a fiddle
on the roof. Leaves us 
for the larks 
to paint us white.

He devoured all our 
chocolates by the tree, 
then knocked it down at 
Christmas as he peed. 
Sits upon our laptop
as if it was made
to warm his ass. Scratched
up every Warhol
in his reach. Our sofa
like the Passion of the Christ.

And yet we still adore him,
cradle him in our arms, 
like the chubby 
neonate 
we never had,
his broadening Cheshire grin 
amid our cuddles, 
our stupid, googly eyes,

a canary in his gullet
we thought had flitted
out the window
to be free.

Balance

Too much of anything
will kill you. Even love is
not exempt
or so I’ve heard.

You lapped up all the 
ice cream as a girl, 
told your mother it would 
melt in your solar 
plexus. Even then
you knew your innards
like a glove its restless nails.
Everything points to the middle
when you’ve fled. Torridity’s not 
required to fend the frost.

My Sensei said the
centre neither starves
nor satiates. Suffering’s
only grasped when it is 
carried. Children know to
leap is their salvation.
It’s why jails are
always bolted to the earth.
Where are the deathly 
shackles of the air?

I’m the grouse who moults
her feathers for fear of flight—
like the woods 
their prismed leaves—
finds elusive 
                        illumination
every hop,
for seeds will always descry
the fallow ground, its ache
for touch and grace, its settling
for a sister’s kiss, gravity’s 
golden wink
among the squalls.

Annabella

She showed us nothing
is beyond our mercy.

Watch her play the
lifeguard as her palm’s a
paramedic for mosquitos.
Form an IV with her veins.
Even locusts get CPR—
the warmth of her every
breath on each appendage.

She gave her Cheerios to
the voles we scoffed were vermin.
Stuffed them through the cracks
like tiny donuts.

She offered kernels to the grackles
so they’d forget about the worms.
The more it poured the
greater her recompense.
Repaying her weathered
umbrella for all the years
it kept her dry. Tucked it in
her coat so it wasn’t soaked.

She’d asked us in advance
to place a robin’s egg beside her
in the casket. A crevice in its blue—
like a fault within the Earth—
too tapered for the sun to reach
its core; redressing the moment
she was five, had tried to birth it faster
so its wings could brush the sky
a little sooner. Imbibe
a greater love before us all. Supplant
our gods & fate; the selectiveness
of their pity.